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Jiayi Li

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Week 8

This week, while preparing for Crit 2, I reviewed my previous design experiments and participant feedback. I started thinking about how to connect these seemingly different explorations, rather than simply presenting them in chronological order. I also wondered how to identify meaningful research findings across different experiments without overlooking their differences just to create a unified research direction. Through this process, I became more interested in whether the reasons people find to justify rules or their own behaviors might also contribute to maintaining those rules. Even when the original reasons for a rule are no longer clear, might people continue to keep it alive by giving it new explanations? At the same time, I have been thinking about how to explore this process further through design. I want participants to actually experience and respond to rules, rather than simply express their opinions. However, considering the unpredictable effects and potential safety risks of interventions in physical spaces, I also wonder whether two-dimensional interactive design can create an equally impactful experience in a more controlled setting.

Week 7

This week, I was thinking about how people create new rules or rituals, and what happens when these rules are passed from one person to another. I was curious about what kinds of rules people would come up with when they could freely imagine anything. When others encounter these rules, would they keep them, change them, or completely reject them? Would a rule become more complicated over time, or take on new meanings as different people get involved? I also wanted to understand why people make these choices, and how the same rule might develop into different versions through different participants. With these questions in mind, I created Rule Relay, a website where people can create and pass on rules together through a playful and open-ended activity, allowing me to observe how the rules change along the way.

Week 5

This week, I kept thinking about where to take my inquiry next, especially after my last presentation and the feedback I received. I am still unsure which aspect of ritual I want to focus on most. Is it about how rituals gain authority, how they become embedded in everyday life, or how people resist and reshape them over time? I have also been wondering whether we continue rituals that we did not actively choose because they provide a sense of certainty. If I introduce uncertainty into my design, could that disrupt our existing expectations and perceptions of ritual? At the same time, I am thinking about what kinds of research methods could help me narrow the direction without defining it too early.

Week 4

This week, through my 7-in-7 prototypes, my annotation of Inventing Rituals: Cultural Politics in Zhang Yimou’s Historical Films, and the examples I collected of people continuing rules or rituals they do not like, my questions became more specific. I am now mainly thinking about three questions: When someone continues or passes on a ritual that once made them uncomfortable, what are they actually maintaining? Is it the behavior itself, a relationship, a role, or a familiar sense of order? Does the same theory of ritual change when it moves across different cultural contexts? And do people need to believe that a ritual has a long history in order to keep maintaining it?

Week 3

This week, I was thinking about what actually makes an activity a ritual. I tested whether ritual could be identified through structure, additional rules, or particular functions such as Transition and Memory. As I compared different rituals with ordinary activities, these criteria became less stable than I expected. By the end of the week, I began to question whether ritual could be defined through observable features alone, and I was left with a new question: if these features are not enough, what else makes an activity recognizable as ritual?

Week 2

This week, I was thinking more about the limits of my own perspective. How can I tell whether something I notice in one family ritual is culturally specific or actually transferable across different contexts? What kinds of evidence would I need before connecting one ritual to another? I was also thinking about whether a ritual has to be understood in the same way by everyone who participates in it. If different people attach different meanings to the same action, what exactly is being repeated: the meaning, the behavior, or the social relationship?

Week 1

I was thinking about how I can communicate my core research question without relying too heavily on the birthday story: why do people automatically maintain rituals or rules that they once disliked? I also started wondering whether there are other kinds of family knowledge or habits that are passed down in ways similar to rituals. Another question I kept thinking about is how a repeated behavior gradually becomes a rule or ritual, and what makes people continue following it even when they no longer actively think about its meaning.

Weel 6: Provotype

This week, I kept thinking about what role I actually want prototypes to play at this stage of my thesis. I realized that I had been focusing too much on making the prototypes feel complete, instead of using them to push the research toward directions I have not explored yet. Now I am thinking about how extreme a provocation needs to be in order to generate a real reaction, and how I can use those reactions to open up new questions, rather than simply visualizing things I already know.

Research discoveries

Week 8

Through my research so far, I have gradually realized that some social rules may persist over time and become increasingly rigid, not only because people repeatedly follow them, but also because people continually find reasonable explanations for them. Even when the original reasons for creating these rules have become unclear, these new explanations may help people continue to accept and maintain them. What surprised me was that in Rule Relay, when participants had the opportunity to modify existing rules, they added new conditions to make the rules seem more reasonable. This made me wonder whether changing a rule and maintaining it are necessarily opposite actions. Sometimes, people may appear to be adjusting a rule while unintentionally helping it continue to exist. At the same time, through my earlier design experiments and reading, I also began to notice that repetition may gradually make certain rules feel familiar or even natural. But does familiarity necessarily mean agreement? When the original reasons behind a rule are no longer clear, will people still actively look for new explanations to justify it? These findings have also changed how I think about design interventions. I began to realize that the value of design does not necessarily lie in encouraging people to resist or break rules. Even when participants choose to accept a rule that has no clear justification, or actively provide explanations for it, their responses may help me understand how people contribute to the rationalization and maintenance of rules through their own judgments and actions. I hope to use design to make this process more visible, rather than expecting participants to respond in a particular way.

Week 7

Through this experiment, I noticed that participants had different approaches to creating and changing rules. First, when participants changed rules made by others, they often tried to make them more reasonable rather than reject them. For example, one participant added mental health and education tests to a rule about parents taking fitness tests, while another added that parents must pass these tests. Second, participants brought their personal experiences and values into the rules they created. One participant wanted couples to have more freedom in planning their weddings, while another suggested mandatory training and tests before marriage or having children. One wanted fewer restrictions, while the other wanted more rules. Third, I noticed that people sometimes use what feels "natural" to judge rules. In the New Year's wish rule chain, one participant removed a condition added by someone else because she felt the original rule was more natural. This made me wonder why some rules feel more natural than others. Fourth, participants had different ideas about rule-making. Some used it to address real-life problems, while others treated it as a game and created strange or imaginative rules. Finally, what surprised me was that participants seemed more interested in creating their own rules than directly challenging others' rules. Some also suggested adding like and comment features so they could share their opinions. This made me wonder whether participants avoided disagreeing with others out of politeness, or whether the website simply did not offer the ways they preferred to express themselves. These observations made me realize that people can understand and judge the same rule in very different ways. I became more curious about how people decide whether a rule is reasonable or worth keeping, and how these different views shape the way rules change as they are passed on.

Week 5

Through my research so far, I have started to see ritual less as an isolated behavior and more as something maintained by a network of people, objects and spaces. Actor–Network Theory helped me think about how nonhuman elements can also participate in shaping behavior, rather than treating people as the only active agents. I was also interested in the idea of discipline operating through space and at different scales. It made me think about how ritual may be embedded not only in explicit rules, but also in spatial arrangements and environments that quietly guide people toward certain behaviors. I also think it would be useful to look more closely at the etymology, word roots, and most basic meanings of terms like ritual and rule in both English and Chinese. Starting from these fundamental definitions may help me distinguish the relationships between these concepts more clearly and possibly reveal new directions for my research.

Week 4

Through my research so far, I have realized that the reasons people continue rules or rituals they do not like may be more complicated than I initially expected. Collecting examples from other people gave me many new perspectives, but also a strong sense of recognition because some of their experiences resonated with my own. I noticed that people may continue a practice not because they fully believe in or enjoy it, but because of relationships, familiarity, social roles, or expectations from others. My reading on performativity and citation also made me rethink how the meaning and authority of a ritual are formed. A ritual can repeatedly cite and reenact earlier practices, and that repetition can help build its meaning and authority over time. What surprised me was the discussion of denaturalization. The article suggests that the idea of denaturalization, which is common in Western poststructuralist theory, needs to be reconsidered when applied in a Chinese context. This made me pay more attention to the cultural background of theory itself. I am now also asking whether the theories we use to understand ritual still work in the same way when they move across different cultural contexts.

Week 3

One thing I noticed through the prototypes was a tension between abstraction and recognizability. The more I reduced a ritual into general structures, the easier it became to compare with other cases, but the harder it became to tell what ritual I was actually looking at. I was also surprised by how easily features I initially associated with ritual appeared in ordinary activities. In the final visual prototype, Wedding and Graduation produced different distributions of symbols, but without the labels I could not confidently identify either one. That failure became useful evidence for me: comparison can reveal patterns, but abstraction can also erase the specific context that makes those patterns meaningful.

Week 2

I began to rethink the relationship between ritual and identity. I had often understood ritual as an external set of rules, but through my research on li and Zhang Yimou’s Raise the Red Lantern, I started to consider whether ritual can also shape a person’s identity and position within a family. For example, someone may not simply follow certain rules because they are “the child” in the family. Repeatedly performing those rules may also teach and reinforce what that role means. Another idea that surprised me was that tradition does not always have to be historically inherited. Some rituals in Raise the Red Lantern were invented, yet they still feel convincingly traditional. This made me wonder whether repetition itself can gradually produce a sense of tradition and authority. I also began to rethink the relationship between specificity and universality. In A Letter to A’ma, Chen Hui-ling emphasizes that individual memories can remain different while still creating connection through understanding and empathy. This made me realize that I may not need to reduce different family stories into one common pattern before they can speak to broader questions.

Week 1

This week I read the foreword of The Ritual Process: Structure and Anti-Structure. The author understands society as a process rather than a static system, and he suggests that rituals can create temporary spaces where fixed classifications and boundaries in everyday life become less stable. What surprised me is that I had been thinking about how rituals might be broken, but I had not considered that ritual itself could also become a space for breaking or questioning existing structures.

Weel 6: Provotype

This week, through three prototypes, I began to see more clearly how people decide whether rules and rituals are something they “should” follow. The first prototype was a simple rule with no explanation: “Do not step on the line.” The two participants responded very differently. One looked for clues and tried to understand why the line could not be crossed, while the other simply avoided it and assumed there must be a reason behind the rule. More interestingly, when the first participant learned that the rule had been made by a child, she began to treat it as something more playful and open to challenge, and even said she might deliberately step on the line to tease the child. This made me notice that people do not judge whether to follow a rule based only on the rule itself. They also consider where the authority behind the rule comes from, and whether that authority should be taken seriously. The second prototype turned rules and common phrases from children’s games into rules that would have real consequences. Participant A said that if these rules actually worked, people would become much more careful about what they say and do. At the same time, they might actively look for loopholes or ways to use the rules to achieve their own goals. Participant B said that she would simply follow the rules. This made me realize that once rules begin to produce real consequences, people can quickly start treating something that originally seemed like a joke as a system that needs to be taken seriously. The authority of a rule may come from whether it can actually affect us. The third prototype changed the usual “main person” of several rituals. I noticed that participants tried to judge whether the new person could still be connected to the original meaning of the ritual. Participant A reimagined “a wedding for an ex-partner” as “a funeral for a relationship that had already ended.” In other words, when one replacement did not make sense to her, she looked for another ritual that could reorganize the meaning in a more fitting way. Participant B showed a strong sense of boundaries around these changes. She could accept shifting some attention in a birthday celebration toward the mother, but strongly rejected making freshmen the focus of a graduation ceremony, making ex-partners the focus of a wedding, or holding a funeral for someone who was still alive. This made me start to think that rituals may also help people maintain an order between roles, relationships, and life stages. When those positions are misplaced, brought forward, or exchanged, people immediately feel that something is “wrong.” What surprised me most was that the participants did not simply respond with “I like it” or “I don’t like it.” They actively looked for reasons behind rules, judged who had the right to make them, searched for loopholes in the system, or moved the meaning of one ritual into another. These prototypes helped reveal ways of judging that people may not normally state explicitly.

Other work

Week 8

In addition, I completed a set of literature annotations related to my thesis, trying to reorganize my previous readings and thoughts. I started by thinking about repetition in rituals. Is repetition simply a feature of ritual, or can it also gradually make rituals feel familiar and authoritative? This reminded me of discussions about repeated associations and social learning in color psychology. When a color is repeatedly associated with certain concepts or experiences, do people gradually begin to see these learned meanings as inherent qualities of the color itself? Thinking about how familiarity and meaning develop also made me reconsider the invented rituals in Raise the Red Lantern. Even when a ritual does not have a real, long history, repeated representations may still give it a sense of tradition. I then connected this to The Lottery, where some of the objects and procedures used in the ritual have changed, but the ritual itself continues. This made me notice that the formation and maintenance of traditions do not necessarily depend on their forms remaining unchanged. Through these annotations, I tried to organize my previously scattered readings into a connected line of thought, moving from repetition and familiarity to the formation of meaning and the continuation of traditions.

Week 7

This week, I also reorganized my research framework. I used the three-stage research question and a series of "So what?" questions to better understand what I am investigating, why it matters, and what role design might play. This process made me think more about why some everyday rituals and social rules continue even when people's needs and circumstances have changed. Could rituals that were originally meant to maintain relationships or create order gradually become obligations or restrictions? I also started thinking more clearly about how design might not only shape and reinforce social rules, but also create opportunities for people to rethink them. For my reading, I read and annotated parts of Pierre Bourdieu's Outline of a Theory of Practice, focusing on habitus and the relationship between everyday practices and social structures. I was especially interested in his ideas about "history turned into nature" and the "hysteresis effect." These ideas relate to my interest in how rules come to feel natural and why certain rituals continue even when circumstances change. However, I found the reading quite difficult, and I was not fully convinced by all of his explanations. Although his concepts gave me more precise words and a clearer framework for things I had already noticed, I also started questioning whether theories always help us understand something more deeply, or whether they sometimes just describe familiar ideas in more complicated language. In my weekly reflection, I also thought about the limits of design interventions. If our habits are shaped by years of social experience, how much can one short design experiment really change?

Week 5

This week I mapped 16 personal objects from my everyday life that I associate with ritual. I first placed them along personal/social and internal/external dimensions, and then added the categories maintain, commemorate, perform, and connect to see what patterns emerged. What became clear was that many of the objects I initially thought of as personal were actually shaped by social expectations, learned behaviors, or repeated conventions. Compared with purely individual needs, more of these objects seemed connected to behaviors that had been socially formed or reinforced. This made me realize that even very private rituals may not be entirely private. They can carry traces of social norms, inherited expectations, and ideas about what we are supposed to do.

Week 4

This week, I also visited Green-Wood Cemetery for a site observation. The experience made me pay more attention to how space itself can shape behavior. Even without explicit instructions, people seemed to adjust their volume, movements, and distance from others, and I realized that I had already started doing the same before I entered. This made me think that ritualized behavior does not always depend on a clearly defined ritual event. It can also be maintained through space, social expectations, and a shared sense of how one is supposed to behave in a particular setting. It also made me wonder how people learn to follow rules that are never formally stated, and where that sense of “knowing how to behave” comes from.

Week 3

This week, I also read Dimitris Xygalatas on Ritual. I was especially interested in his distinction between ritual and habit. He describes ritual through ideas such as causal opacity, the action does not have a clear causal relationship to its supposed outcome. He also argues that repetition is common in ritual, but repetition alone does not necessarily make something a ritual. What interested me more was his discussion of how people can begin participating in rituals before they fully understand or identify with the meanings behind them. He gives the example of children being brought into religious ceremonies by their parents, suggesting that repeated participation can gradually make the ritual feel important or culturally normative. Xygalatas also argues that repetitive and highly structured actions can provide a sense of control under uncertainty and help reduce anxiety. This gave me another way to think about why people may continue rituals even when they do not fully enjoy them: perhaps what is being preserved is not only the ritual itself, but also the certainty of knowing what happens next.

Week 2

This week, I reorganized my Milanote and tried to connect each source to a specific question, so I could see more clearly how my inquiry was developing. I also followed references from the materials I was reading and continued researching related topics. Through Zhang Yimou’s Raise the Red Lantern, I looked further into different translations and interpretations of li (禮), as well as questions around ritual, power, performativity, and invented tradition. I also collected interviews and background materials on Chen Hui-ling’s documentary A Letter to A’ma. In addition, I began comparing these sources instead of looking at them separately, especially focusing on where they contradict one another or make my research questions more complicated.

Week 1

This week I also reflected on why this topic has stayed with me for so long. I first tried to explore a related idea in my undergraduate graduation project, but I could not develop it at the time and eventually changed directions. Looking back, I realized that I had been too focused on finding a final form instead of allowing the research question to develop gradually. I also wrote about other family rituals, such as being expected to give a speech during family dinners, and noticed that the same tension between guidance and expectation appears in more than one situation. This helped me understand why I want to return to this topic now and explore it more patiently.

Weel 6: Provotype

This week, I continued organizing the 18 everyday objects I collected last week. Based on my original “personal/social” and “inner/outer” categories, I also added possible “directions of movement” for each object. I started to notice that some objects that first entered my life because of social expectations or outside influence gradually became part of my personal habits through long-term use and repetition. This made me realize that the meaning of an object, and where it belongs on the map, is not fixed. It can shift over time through use, repetition, and relationships. I also learned more about Latour’s idea of delegation. I realized that some rules that originally need people to remember and carry out can be transferred to objects or design. For example, an automatic door closer partly takes over the rule that “you should close the door after entering or leaving,” while at the same time the object also affects how people move. This perspective made me think that I could try to understand rituals and rules by starting from objects themselves, instead of always starting from people’s psychology, social systems, or social order. This week, I also annotated Shirley Jackson’s The Lottery. What surprised me most was that I did not fully realize how terrifying the ritual was until I reached the end. At the beginning, the story felt almost like an ordinary community festival or memorial event, and I was actually curious about what kind of ritual they were preparing for. The calm and everyday tone made the violence at the end feel even stronger. This reading experience made me realize how much the point of view and way of telling a story can shape how we experience a ritual. I may try to use a similar approach later: instead of directly telling the audience that something is wrong with a ritual, I could first let them enter what seems like a normal situation and only gradually realize that something feels wrong.

Other questions or notes

Week 8

Nothing else for now. Thank you!

Week 7

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Week 5

No questions at the moment. Thank you!

Week 4

I don’t have any additional questions at the moment. Thank you!

Week 3

One thing I am still struggling with is how open-ended the prototyping process can become. Sometimes one prototype leads me in a direction I did not anticipate, and I am not always sure whether that shift is a productive discovery or whether I am simply losing the thread of my original inquiry. I am also wondering how text-based a prototype can be. I would like to better understand how to tell when that kind of prototype is doing enough investigative work, and when I should push it into a more visual or material form.

Week 2

Nothing at the moment. Thank you!

Week 1

No additional questions for now.

Weel 6: Provotype

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